Fion 's Blog

Dragon Year 2012

2012-01-25T19:30:00.000Z

Happy Cny Everyone!!! how's cny treating you?
ME, CNY IS TREATING ME WELL! non stop of eating!! I am feeling guilty every second but really can't help, I wonder if the Mayans 2012 myth is TRUE, this is my last chance of eating Chinese New Year cookies eh.. *touch wood* so yeah...I M SO EFFING FAT NOW, trust me! face is getting even rounder, i think i will gain approximately 2-3 kgs in this festive season >.< too many plans too many good food too many parties, serve me right! aih, again if the myth is true, lol i am comforting myself with that excuse again!

anyway, today is the 4th day of CNY, I've spend the last few days in ma home-town, Seremban, frm the 29th of the lunar calender till today, amounting of 3 days, i am spending all my times with my families with my cousins, quality time, we chat, we gamble, we sleep, we eat, we watched sport channel, basically we are doing everything together, i love this bonding. We actually carry out every single plan, we even mamak and go for late night movies, in the correct amount of person. We took loads of pictures together, even camera shy - Shawn and Shan also joined us.
let the pictures do the talk!

the gamble treat, 66 bucks so we go A&W

the 4 of us

1st day of CNY

2nd day of CNY- Checkers!

my handsome cousin bro

my cute little cousin sis

elder cousin sis

us again <3

checkers check check check

watching tennis together

mahjong time

cousins! 9 of us

brothers sleep alikes

random 1

random 2

random 3

the Checkers family!

had loads of fun for these few days! enjoying quality time with family, relatives, there are more upcoming activities with ma friends and family!gonna update with my cny with y'all soon!! take care!!
have fun in CNY!! eat more! *evil grins* just want everyone to be fat with me!! hahahaha!! jk jk!
eat good food and hang out with the one you love the most!

2012-01-08T17:27:00.000Z

throughout these few days
contemplating the same issues again and again
what's left will never be the same
i knew it hurts, but i really gotta move on
i couldn't stay there and just being hurt and without he knowing i m hurt...
i have to let go...like SERIOUSLY

“我们之所以不快乐，就是奢望的太多”

不能再奢望

不想再乞求你的一句话，一个眼神，一个动作

想放手

我知道很难但是我受不了了

我的人生情绪什么的都被你牵着走

还是简单的好

2011 BYE

2012-01-02T17:16:00.001Z

tick tock tick tock

without realising it, 2011 has already come to an end...

time fliessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

it's 2012 tomorrow!!! omgosh I m so not prepared!!!

To or not to, we still have to accept the fact that 2012 is cominggg..oh gosh we are so gonnna die man.. *touchwood* oh well we still have a year to enjoy before the world ends lol

sorry for all the stupid lameness in me ah..so long never blog edi mah..must act lively abit...to cover up my guilts..sorrray whey... i am so freakin busy, like seriously

MON-FRI WORK

THURSDAY-SUNDAY STUDY

kill me man

no time to study even FML

pouting already

mum threaten me to study almost everyday and check on me whether i studied or not..miserable not? = =

there's something I think I still need to blog about it, it's a every year thing, if you get what I mean..XD

year 2011, it's some sort of special year to me because I am 21 years old this year, I've graduated in Honours Bachelor of Law Degree

start working, and further my studies by taking CLP, I've met my favourite singers in this year itself, Yen-j

and Super Junior, i think i've completed all my wishes in one shot..XD die with no regrets.. but wait!!!

seriously one more thing to complete the whole set! I've met someone special but I don't think it will work out anyway, it's just not my thing, I don't like the feeling of waiting!!! I hope i can stop thinking about you when the clock strikes at 12am tomorrow, I'll probably move on, wait!! i MUST move on!!!! so can i do it??? i hope i could....

2012 year resolution:

1. i have to be PRETTY the whole year, I must at least impress myself..i have to be SLIM then..XD Working "real hard" on that!! wish me luck

2. forget that particular someone that broke my heart = =

3. passs CLP, i wanna prove that a 3rd class student can do it better

4. study real hard, PARTY HARDER

5. stay calm whenever having complicated issues

6. don't be so emotional, and cranky

7. be healthy don't sleep too late

8. must read newspaper everyday * my freakin lawyer boss read 3 sets of newspaper per day fml

9. blog more often, okay i know i'm a lazy bastard who only promise to blog but doesnt blog at all..HAHAHA, i'll TRY...since i m quitting my job

10. travel to korea or taiwan or BOTH??

11. earn money to ease all my craves and the things on my wishing list?XD

12. let me think...i'll add on if i think of any..XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
i failed to create a new blog skin..i TRIED TO..but
i m so freakin lazy to do a new one..so just bear with the old one la..xD

New Year, could've spent it with someone Special, but too bad yeah...still unwanted...
nah... gonna enjoy it with my besties <3 have fun guys!!!!

actually i wrote this a day before new year as draft and publish it as a post today..so yeah..the date kinda messed up already..

Nothing Compares To You-Aziatix lyrics

2011-12-23T16:00:00.004Z

Aziatix

Oh baby

Wait a minute

Took one look

Not known

Nothing in this world compares to you owh oh

A moment then a second

Is all I need for us to fall in love

If We can just fall in love

Rap: yeah yeah,yeah yeah

Let me tell you no one can compete

This Universe doesn’t deserve to be happen you leave

And No one truly knows What beautiful really means

When is more than a miracle just seemed you in my dream

We both know the you don’t need a both snow

Need to Stand up that kind

Knows when to Keepin a low keep

c’mon

Something I gotta let you know

Baby you’re just so beautiful

So amazing

So amazing yeah you are

What i’ve been looking for

Never seen stars so bright like this before

And now

I’ve been searching baby

Trust to me when I say that from here or now

Till awaits

Girls in this world there’s Nothing

I just wanna glimpse of your lovin ,Tonight

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Hmm Nothing compares to you

Baby know a minute

We now say you and me get

Something special and it feels so right

I can say that now You’re mine

Lady， one and only

that makes me Wish i now was so in love

If we can just fall in love...

Rap: nothing compares to my baby
truth about it maybe
smile with style so wild it makes me crazy
If I don’t feel you daily
is all that it make me
put my life on the line if that’s where it takes me
son who’s the star girl
you’re the brightest, fliest
heaven looks up where the sky is

Something I gotta let you know

Baby you’re just so beautiful

So amazing

So amazing yeah you are

What i’ve been looking for

Never seen stars so bright like this before

And now

I’ve been searching baby

Trust to me when I say that from here or now

Till awaits

Girls in this world there’s Nothing (nothing)

I just wanna glimpse of your lovin ,Tonight

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Nothing compares to you

Owh owh owh owh

Hmm Nothing compares to you

Aziatix!!! having a new song!!!! YEAHHHHHH
it's all by hearing,
so some of the lyrics might be wrong..
and it's not full lyrics....SORRAYYYYY
my hearing sucks..HAHA
anyone who wanna help with the lyrics, just leave comment ..HAha Thanks

2011-09-16T04:06:00.000+01:00

yeah I know I've disappeared for a long time again!!!
hmm bear with me...
I am so busy now!!
Mon-Friday working 9-5
Friday sat sun CLASS!!!!! 5 hours each day except for Friday night!
SEE!!! I can't even have enough time for sleeping!!!
that's life right?
anyway, I'm trying hard to cope, general clerk in a legal firm,
it's not easy, not hard either, I think gaining experience is the most important thing for now,
because I have 0% experience...now I think I have about 30% experience already...
anyway, still have long way to go...
CLP is hard, but no matter how, I strive my best, I have no time to lose,
wasted 1 year in UK, because with normal results, so, yeah, if you get me...
so, everybody work hard ya!!!

introducing MP魔幻力量!!
really love this song!! tho the lyrics are kinda WEIRD... >.<
just listen...okay?
potential favourite song....

21 means?

2011-08-29T10:17:00.000+01:00

Finally 21, and legally able to do everything I've been doing since 15!! lolx

"I'm an extremely lucky person" so do you agree with that statement?

21 years, not to say that I've passed that 21 years smoothly, without any obstacles, but in the large picture,
I was surrounded with love by the people around me, without having any serious setbacks, having a so called "wonderful life", having family that love me more than any one could, friends that love me as how I love them, studies, it was mostly smooth sailing? I sucked at relationships, but I'm lucky enough to have all these peoples around me...It doesn't feel bad at all...
the only thing to complain about is

YEAH, I am still single, I've been contemplating this issue for years, and yet I didn't come out with any SOLUTION, the only thing I can think of is I'm not PRETTY enough. *coughs* some says I'm too choosy, hmm MAYBE... For me, most of the guys are superb realistic, or male chauvinist, and me, I might be choosy but in the sense of "I am finding a GREAT GUY that covers all the things I want/need" I have great guy friends around me, but, not my cup of tea... YET, i am lucky because most of my girls friends are still single! lol at least we are still living! I seems am worried but actually I am not worry at all..because I have someone to hold to, my fandom and singers and artist etc.. lol

usually you'll feel numb for birthdays, but not on your 21st birthday, it's another sign that lead you to your brighter future and whatsoever.. hmm, overall
it's a great birthday for me at least...no alcohol, no party, just gathering and hang out sessions, more than enough, i appreciate it really!!!!

surprise from them <3

my travel kaki and best friend

amiris jie jie

elf gang <3

onnie!!!

sengyee's great job!!! really love it!!!

rituals

miss them so much

my girls

nicole

my kpop gang XD

my 21st key from myparents!

full hearted gift!!

birthday gift and card frm rey jun and huey shin

signing pen from mich and ling <3

self bought signing cd frm yen-j

frm seng yee!Dong hae!!

frm the lawyer in my firm!!!!!!thanks belle!

i'm 21 alreadyy...so fast..wtf...it's time for me to fight for my future..no time to play >.<
i kinda ruined my degree cert so i gotta catch up with good results in CLP!!!!!
wish me luck?? thank you
love y'all
oh ya and thanks for all the wishes that y'all gave me!!!!

How time FLIES

2011-07-30T18:53:00.000+01:00

hereby, announce myself as a law graduate student,
i've gone through all sad and pain , all those agonizing moments, and now i'm finally A LAW GRAT!!!!!
3 years!!!!! hell yeah!! i know right??
all those assessment, coursework, exams, stress, all stuff to cope with, and i'm a degree holder now!!!
i wonder what if i did better, having less fun and pay more attention on studies...
might be a 2.1 student, but anyways, it's worth praying already, shan told me : "it's LAW!!
what more do you expect??" *quoted frm Adeleine Lau* True That!

New Place, New Friends,lead to enormous amount of D.R.A.M.A.S
haha, all those dramas, more than you can ever thought of,
watching all these dramas, as if i'm watching those american drama series, GG xoxo you know you love me! lol it happened on me as well,
i am one of the heroine lol
bygones are bygones, not gonna be calculative,
i'll forgive everything and accept what had happened, learning from the mistakes and be a better person, willing to say SORRY if i did wrong anything,
just tell me, i don't wanna be a sinner, taking all the KARMAS leaving this place...
i appreciate everything that taught me a lesson,
the peoples whom taught me something new.

High High I'm So High, Partayyy Animals
Dress up, make up, heels on!! i'm Done!!! let's have fun in the club!!! listening to the songs and let's get started and rock the dance floor!!! a lil bit of alcohol and have fun all night. Never thought of, one day i'll be one of the so called "Party Animals". People start to comment about me, my make up, my looks, my party experience, nahh compared with them, mine was seriously NOTHING! lol to be frank, i really enjoyed the time in the club meeting new people, have fun with the girls and boys, inevitably, it's a uni lifestyle! moreover, i m in UK!! friends were kinda afraid that i have learnt something bad but in fact, i'm just having fun while dancing!! i swear i did nothing "BAD"? perhaps? lol i m still the conservative me, maybe not that conservative anymore?

Different ME? Changes??
in appearance wise, i might put on more make up than the previous me, I FEEL GOOD, so WHY NOT? trying different style, having more sense on my clothing, there's a chinese phrase says "佛靠金装，人靠衣装" ppl will definitely judge you by your looks, appearance and fashion sense, i don't want to be the old me anymore...LOL i look rather like a kid >.< shan taught me a lot and gave me a lot of advise.XD maybe it's not acceptable by some people but I think I would like to decide it by myself...comments are welcomed, good or bad...^^ character wise, many people said I didn't change much...but to me, I felt that I am quieter than the previous, to avoid mistakes and trouble, SILENCE is the best treatment...

The WORLD
I've been to a lot of places, England, Wales, Holland, part of Belgium, Spain,and Paris..well it's not that much but TO ME, it's already a lot.. as I've said, I never leave M'sia except for Australia...and now... I've seen the WORLD even more..I've explore More and widen up my view... I've been to a lot of places, I went to the Eiffel tower, I've been to Stonehenge, I've been to the BIG BEN, I even been to the red light district and watched real live SEX SHOW and etc...:P everything is so surreal, I couldn't believe I actually been there.. I've only seen those places in pictures in movies, in books, and now I can tell people that what culture I've met and what people I've met..Dad told me, you'll see thing differently after you explore more out there...the world is so big, we need to explore everything with our own eyes,our own feelings...WELL SAID DAD!!!

I've done lots of edit in this post... I wrote it before I left UK but I don't know whether I've left out anything or not...I HAVE so many things to tell about UK...it could be describe in words or not...maybe i'll be more organised next time..i'll share out my experience once in a while bah?? really sorry for the hiatus...it might not be the best place for me, but it is the best experience I've ever had!!!!Thank You dad and mum for sending me to UK...

only learned the bad things

2011-07-05T08:29:00.000+01:00

this song is super cute and super nice rite?
okay i meant the BOYS are super cute..xD
b1a4 is my recent favourite...
i think their average age are 18
lol
i am their noona
too old...= =
lol enjoy

society is sick, peoples are sick, even peoples around me

2011-05-19T23:20:00.000+01:00

well...congratulation to me! why?
because I've finished my exams...
and I have over 10,000 hits for my bloggie!!! LOL

hmm..
I guess I would've done better if I studied HARDER
anyway let bygones be bygones
worst comes to worst I gotta resit
and go through hell all over again
I deserved it though

after all these months,
many things had happened
i've gone through alot of things
learnt to be strong
learnt to be independent
learnt to see things under surface
learnt to observe different kinds of peoples

It's true that you can't actually please everyone around you
what you can do is to be yourself
I forgive anyone who insulted me,treated me badly,
I'm sorry for anything I did wrong to Anyone,
I love all of them who love me as well

We are all human, we are well deserved to be equal
no special rights, no special treatment
think twice before you speak or do something

do you guys know about that hair cutting violence bullying case video that was spreading around fb lately?
人在做天在看，it says "peoples do it, the god is watching it"
13 years old school girls bullying classmate,
the innocent girl did nothing wrong, and is that what she deserved?

the society is sick, the education system is faulty
the parents have no responsible at all? i doubt

Apologize? after everything they've did?
suspended from school for only 2 weeks
after everyone bashing
the education minister Cried in front of media , haha
is this even appropriate?
this whole story make us shameful,
Big disgrace to Malaysian...

for those brainless people outside, your words, your action might hurt someone
please think twice,
doing a bad deed doesn't make you any greater

i'll PRAY for you

after everything you've done,
this song is the best for you
I'm being LENIENT enough

Cold By Aziatix

2011-05-19T21:03:00.000+01:00

kindly introducing Aziatix,

it's a trio group (2 Lead Singer, and 1 Rapper) ,

"Made" from Korea

but they début and marketing in The States

and SO, their songs are in English! <3

the genre of their songs are

american hip hop, R&B, and Rap

it's definitely Fion's Chow favourite genre!

MY NEW FAVOURITE!

Eddie Shim (nice clean voice)
Nicky Lee (yeah, You are Right!! He's the one you knew, from Machi Group of Taiwan)
Flowsik (the Rapper)

i killed the replay button,
trust me
you will definitely do the same thing
LoLx

Why you being so cold X2

Sittin’ by the phone til six in the morning
And I’m waitin’ baby
I’m tryna' figure out
What the hell’s goin’ on with you lately
What you got to say girl

So tell me
What’s gotten into you girl
Can’t you see
Not gonna hold me down tonight
We can’t be
Baby no more, so whatever you say to me
You won’t get the best of me, yeah

Why you being so cold

What you want me to be
Girl it’s only a dream
It’ll never be

So why do you go on
Playin’ these games on me
We could never be
Cuz baby you’re so cold
You’re so cold

Rap:

Yeah, In the burning cold she left me for dead, what’s left is froze
Shatter my heart and soul to pieces
Whatever that’s left is gone
Who was once my Queen,

now out my dreams
Gucci shades watching her leave
Brushing off the dirt next to me
A new start so fresh and clean clean ey

So tell me
What’s gotten into you girl
Can’t you see
Not gonna hold me down tonight
We can’t be
Baby no more, so whatever you say to me
You won’t get the best of me, yeah

So tell me

Why you being so cold
What you want me to be
Girl it’s only a dream
It’ll never be

So why do you go on
Playin’ these games on me
We could never be
Cuz baby you’re so cold
You’re so cold

When’s the stars aligned and the tides were high
When the sky above the clouds turned grey

I was there for you
But I always knew
Like a breeze girl you’d go away

Rap:

She comes off pure for sure
Fresh from the garden daybreak she gets me started
Then I card it feel the cold chill when she rides up on it
Damn really if the kid ever had a chance to go back
I rather move on I just hope you know that
Get the picture Kodak, next train to destiny I’m on that

Why you being so cold
What you want me to be
Girl it’s only a dream
It’ll never be

So why do you go on
Playin’ these games on me
We could never be
Cuz baby you’re so cold
You’re so cold
You’re so cold

oh you're so cold yeah

Why you being so cold
What you want me to be
Girl it’s only a dream
It’ll never be

So why do you go on
Playin’ these games on me
We could never be
Cuz baby you’re so cold
You’re so cold

support them and buy their songs in itunes!
try "Go" by them as well!
you'll love it!

loads of love

2011-05-11T05:42:00.000+01:00

have a short update here
currently yours truly are having her finals
it's hard to see me whining here but if you follow me in twitter, you could barely left my tweets unseen...
haha
was contemplating to update nevertheless I really don't have the time to write a long post
therefore here goes my short update
just to let you guys know I'm still alive =)
I kinda ruined my life because the 1St 2 subject i did it really bad
anyway i still left 2 subs so please bear with me..
I'll be free after the 13th
I'll party till I'm DEAD after the 13th!!! hahahaha
let's have fun..okay it's time for me to study now!!
adiós!
lots of love
from yours truly
Fion Chow

Sweet

2011-04-23T19:51:00.000+01:00

他們

作曲：嚴爵
填詞：林夕
製作：JimLee、張惠妹

他伏在他背後一臉的依賴

腳踏車愛超載轉角慢慢拐

她眼簾垂下來嘴角翹起來

過人山又人海都置身事外

小情人可能有很多事情不明白

只明白玫瑰花買不起就不用買

不瞭解愛只享受愛愛的逍遙自在

小情人小小的情事不用去告白

也大概不覺得有什麼要說出來

一心去愛無心去猜

太懂得愛的人模仿不來羨慕不來

轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網

她隨著他搖擺沒有安全帶

就把他抱入懷比承諾實在

她聽到他心跳越聽越澎湃

沒看到那跑車揚起的塵埃

小情人可能有很多事情不明白

只明白玫瑰花買不起就不用買

不瞭解愛只享受愛愛的逍遙自在

小情人小小的情事不用去告白

也大概不覺得有什麼要說出來

一心去愛無心去猜

太懂得安排的人安排不來羨慕不來

yen-j 是我的愛人
林夕是我愛的寫詞人
張惠妹是我最愛的女歌手
combo 3 加起來 PERFECT!

Guilt

2011-04-20T04:30:00.000+01:00

Well, it's been a while...
I know, I am being lazy all the time
Guess what? I am in the LRC!
Wanted to study all the time, overwhelmed by guilt and sin, but still, I am slacking ALL THE TIME, can't concentrate, ended up spending time BLOGGING. hmmph...
and yeah it's Easter Hols, everyone is scattered around, some went back, some stay back, some went to Europe, etc. and ME, apparently, stay back to STUDY, everyone is kinda prepping for the coming Finals, yet I am still wandering around, doing nonsense. 2 weeks more and it's my FINALS，真的是生死看这一次, 能不能光宗耀祖也看这一"铺", and practically, I have nothing in my head right now, I wonder what I've been doing for the past 7 months, I admit I had loads of fun, I had parties, I mixed around with friends, but I attend classes as well kay?? i just doesn't study...

Damn, i am really scared right now...topics and subjects are overloaded, I guess I started too late, I've only got 3 days for each subject...and I can't remember a single thing NOW!! I can't study without pressure, I work better under pressure, like a day before the exams?? how am I supposed to study like that? fucked up bio clock, unhealthy lifestyle making me harder to adapt, GG this time... I must really be serious this time, parents are nudging me over skype, asked me to study hard. I'm the only child, so I doesn't want to disappoint my parents.

well, i have nothing much to say now, mind blank, brain stucked, i'll do what I can still do now, and let's see what will happen, i screwed up my last assignment, i need at least 60 for each subject to get a 2nd upper.GOD BLESSS

feeling so depressed

2011-03-29T21:45:00.001+01:00

being extremely emotional recently, not pms, I wonder what is bothering me,
well I think friends are annoyed when they are with me,
I really don't understand... is it because of me?
I am acting happy, and laughing with them,
but what am I? what do I feel inside me?
tried so hard to control my feelings
its been a long time since I cried my lungs out,
and today, in the meantime, I am crying in front of my lappie...
I just felt so weak and so breathless...

文字不能形容的那種孤獨, 寂寞, 無助,
全都包圍著現在的我,
我不懂自己到底是怎麼了...
好久沒有這種壓力,
壓力來自哪裡我不清楚,
我只知道自己好無助, 好想哭,
突然的崩潰,
讓我不知所措...
這種感覺, 真的好恐怖...
是我的問題嗎?

希望一切都會好起來吧...

Pray For Japan

2011-03-19T02:15:00.000Z

Pray For Japan
i have friends from Japan here
they strive so hard for donation in London,
watching video clips of things that happened in Japan,
made me felt that human is enormously tiny when facing natural disaster
try to imagine, if any of this happen to third world country like M'sia, what would happened??
Seriously, NO OFFENCE,
if this happened to M'sia, WOULD THEY STILL WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT IT??
Shame on YOU! for talking shit on a live broadcast
through this havoc we can see that
Japan is a strong nation, Japanese are standing strong,
Let's pray for Japan and i hope none of these will happen again!!!

Baby, Good Night

2011-03-08T00:43:00.001Z

Good Night World!

Time to hit the bed, need some Hella Good Sleep Tonight!

Peace!

yours truly ,C.Fion

Gorgeous White Cam

2011-03-06T08:17:00.004Z

sorry for the semi hiatus, i know i promised to update on that day,
okay i literally lied lol
i have no time to update at all,
my friend came to visit me from Cardiff and too much of activity and i m almost away everyday,
most of my time i contributed to my friends? shopping? watching dramas LOL this i must explain, coz i m getting busier soon, so i must finish all the shows so that i could concentrate on my studies, konon right..XD hahaha
anyways regards to the teaser,
knowing i am to introducing my new cam rite??
*tadaaa* drum rolls

received the parcel

it's smaller in fact

i just gotta say it's so gorgeous! even my friend said it's damn pretty <3

the back

Panasonic DMC-LX5,
thought of buying GF2, but sorry, budget over limit, plus i am using my life expenses to buy it, so i must cut down on my expenses to fulfill my dream, finally i m keeping my 4 years old camera in the drawer, nice quality, nice cam, nice photos, is all you can see in this little camera <3
so let me show you all the photos taken by this little white cam

lightings

objects

my friends

cute friends

sweet couple

my baobei jie jie

bamboo rice

xiao long bao

yam vermicelli soup

pork belly rice

sweet couple 2

wide angle that can fit thousands of people. teehee

to be frank, some people said that this camera is good on taking objects and scenery and food, but not people, yes the color of people are not that good, but as you can see from the pictures, it's still tolerable, me and my friends still love it...and what's the best thing, it's the wide angle lens that can fit everyone in that single picture, heart it, especially for people like me who loves selca- self cam lol

strawberries

choco fondue, yumms but you cant imagine how much oil they add to make it flows smoothly

Siew Choong's home made tongshui nice

the aldenhamians :P

Michael oppa and dongsaeng Nicholas

Fabian & SiewChoong

btw, i never edit the photo..
it's the original color and effect that can be found in the cam itself
hope you enjoy the pictures, and feel free to leave comment or feel free to ask anything you wanna know about this camera..
i shall get ready to make breakfast then, have a great day ahead!!
Happy Sunday!

A little teaser

2011-02-25T19:24:00.001Z

this is the teaser for the next post XD
try to guess what will i write on my next post ??
hope you get the correct one answer
it's about...*teehee* not telling you now, Hahahaa
i'll try to update by tomorrow..stay tune ya

yours truly
C. Fion

LOVE is SWEET written by JAY CHOU

2011-02-25T15:27:00.000Z

幸福微甜 (Love Is Sweet)

这城市夜晚闹哄哄

人潮像快转的时钟

这不是我要的感动

廉价的妆都太浓

这感觉我不知怎麼形容

街道上闪烁的霓虹

就像是短暂的笑容

能不能给我一分钟

安安静静跟你沟通

亲爱的我真的跟他们不同

话不多我天生慢熟

不是不想牵你手

只是在等你微笑点头

对你我始终温柔

请别怪我沉默害羞慢熟为拥抱找理由

我真的爱上不罗嗦可以很勇敢大声地说

*幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

开心明显我们往对方的身上互黏

快乐不避嫌我们住在彼此心里面一天天累积眷恋

幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

结局鲜艳故事里我们一起走很远

完美一整遍爱刚出炉正新鲜我轻咬下永远

这城市夜晚闹哄哄

人潮像快转的时钟

这不是我要的感动

廉价的妆都太浓

这感觉我不知怎麼形容

街道上闪烁的霓虹

就像是短暂的笑容

能不能给我一分钟

安安静静跟你沟通

亲爱的我真的跟他们不同

话不多我天生慢熟

不是不想牵你手

只是在等你微笑点头

对你我始终温柔

请别怪我沉默害羞慢熟为拥抱找理由

我真的爱上不罗嗦可以很勇敢大声地说

*幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

开心明显我们往对方的身上互黏

快乐不避嫌我们住在彼此心里面一天天累积眷恋

幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

结局鲜艳故事里我们一起走很远

完美一整遍爱刚出炉正新鲜我轻咬下永远

Rap：

你要什麼其实其实我懂那恋爱就该放轻松

跑车拉风不需要眼红过多的掌声是种虚荣你也懂

我不会编织那美梦但却会让你很受宠给的真心很受用

*幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

开心明显我们往对方的身上互黏

快乐不避嫌我们住在彼此心里面一天天累积眷恋

幸福上演剧情微甜我轻尝你的脸

结局鲜艳故事里我们一起走很远

完美一整遍爱刚出炉正新鲜我轻咬下永远

A FAIL COVER by yours truly

2011-02-20T04:52:00.000Z

Fyi, rushing assignment to submit by tomorrow...
2 assignments due in the same date is a total chaos..HAVOC! DISASTER!
so a quick update here... a total fail cover..
just for fun
check out my videos in YouTube search happyncute and you'll find me

Joo-BAD GUY

SJM 太完美 Perfection 歌詞 chinese + pinyin LYRICS

2011-02-14T13:35:00.016Z

please credit me if you wanna post it out anywhere

isnt easy for me to type out words by words and listen for many times to get the lyrics...

thank you..ENJOY it
there are some lyrics that i m not sure though ^^

赫宰：她迷住我視線 X2
十元：在愛情里的寶藏被我發現
   你只是我尋找的稀世寶貝
圭賢：你就不斷的在正反我世界
   連冰塊遇見你都燃起火焰
Henry：太過心急不對
   用力愛會碎
   太過緩慢不對
   我隨你進或退

東海：哦太完美
   你眼裡我出現
   哦不讓誰
   替我在你身邊
Henry：哦~~你的媚眼
   你的側臉
   你的頸間
   你的嫵媚
   你的一切
   重頭到尾我已淪陷

圭賢：我的心變成了口袋的一面
   Just For You 不停地給不停地給
厲旭：這樣子愛你到底是對不對
   我一邊疑惑一邊跟加迷戀
晟敏：太過心急不對
   用力愛會碎
   太過緩慢不對
   我隨你進或退

圭賢：哦太完美
   你眼裡我出現
   哦不讓誰
   替我在你身邊
Henry：哦~你的媚眼
   你的側臉
   你的頸間
   你的嫵媚
   你的一切
   從頭到尾我已淪陷

（哦太完美）
（哦不讓誰）

周覓: 每次見面是脈搏就當機了
   他在我全身狂跳不由己
ALL：一直跳一直跳一直跳想見你
   一直跳一直跳喜歡你
   一直跳一直跳都是你
   一直跳一直跳我愛你
   一直跳一直跳一直跳一直跳

晟敏：太過心急不對

用力愛會碎

太過緩慢不對

我隨你進或退

十元：哦太完美

你眼裡我出現

哦不讓誰

替我在你身邊

哦~~你的媚眼

圭賢你的側臉

你的頸間

你的嫵媚

你的一切

重頭到尾我已淪陷

赫宰rap：bounce the music let your feet go round
   to the floor and imma will break it down
   let me in
   let me show you all my bling bling
   and all my kicks kicks
   baby dance with me
henry: boom boom boom
   can i get another clap clap clap let's go
   shake your body move your body pick your feet up
   Imma move to the groove baby imma go all out
給我說你想我
給我說你愛我
給我說你想我說你想我
給我說你愛我

給我說你想我

給我說你愛我

給我說你想我說你想我

給我說你愛我

pinyin lyrics

ta mi zhu wo shi xian X2
zai ai qing li de bao zang bei wo fa xian
ni zhi shi wo xin zang de xi shi bao bei
ni jiu bu duan de zai zheng fan wo de shi jie
lian bing kuai yu jian ni dou ran qi huo yan
tai guo xin ji bu dui

yong li ai hui sui
tai guo huan man bu dui
wo sui ni jin huo tui

oh tai wan mei
ni yan li wo chu xian
oh bu rang shui
ti wo zai ni shen bian
oh~ ni de mei yan
ni de ce lian
ni de jing jian
ni de wu mei
ni de yi qie
chong tou dao wei wo yi lun xian

wo de xin bian cheng le kou dai de yi mian
Just For You bu ting de gei bu ting de gei
zhe yang zi ai ni dao di shi dui bu dui
wo yi bian mi huo yi bian geng jia mi lian
tai guo xin ji bu dui
yong li ai hui sui
tai guo huan man bu dui
wo sui ni jin huo tui

oh tai wan mei
ni yan li wo chu xian
oh bu rang shui
ti wo zai ni shen bian
oh~ ni de mei yan
ni de ce lian
ni de jing jian
ni de wu mei
ni de yi qie
chong tou dao wei wo yi lun xian

(oh tai wan mei)
(oh bu rang shui)

mei ci li mian xin mai bo jiu tiao qi le
ta zai wo quan sheng kuang tiao bu yao jie
yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao xia qu
yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao xi huan ni
yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao dou si ni
yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao

tai guo xin ji bu dui
yong li ai hui sui
tai guo huan man bu dui
wo sui ni jin huo tui

oh tai wan mei
ni yan li wo chu xian
oh bu rang shui
ti wo zai ni shen bian
oh~ ni de mei yan
ni de ce lian
ni de jing jian
ni de wu mei
ni de yiqie
chong tou dao wei wo yi lun xian

rap：bounce the music let your feet go round

to the floor and imma will break it down

let me in

let me show you all my bling bling

and all my kicks kicks

baby dance with me

henry: boom boom boom

can i get another clap clap clap let's go

shake your body move your body pick your feet up

Imma move to the groove baby imma go all out

gei wo shuo ni xiang wo
gei ni shuo ni ai wo

我無能了

翻出來也只有這些

將就點用著吧XD

NEW TOY is LOVE

2011-02-13T03:31:00.005Z

I just gotta say that it is damn alluring, tempting and exquisite or whatever it is....
Could barely describe it in words. I think i am out of mind. LOL.
I've decided..TO BUY...a NEW.....TOY
Sorry Dad And Mum, 've been struggling for half a year.
Seriously, making plenty of research,
like reading the review, the exterior, the outcome, the accessories, almost EVERYTHING!
I swear!! Orz
I was scrolling through the forum for the pass TWO DAYS just to read the reviews.
Don't like to buy things hastily,
eventually i would probably lay it aside if it's not good.
SO...TADAAH!!!
~~Introducing Made in Asia,MISS A~~

PANASONIC DMC LX5

IMMA BUY YOU IN ONE WEEK TIME OKAY?? PROMISE

Omgeee loving it to the MAX, WHITE is LVOE...
SEE! i TYPO already..LOL. because she's too pretty
though i heard it's not very good at "shooting" peoples,
but it's PERFECTLY GREAT at taking food, scenery, landscape, animals, and etc
even if it's not very good at taking peoples, WORRY NOT!
I have photoshop, picasa, meituxiuxiu and tonnes of photo editor laahhh rite?
hope i won't change my mind during this week though

Sheet!!!I have 2 assignments due in a week time, Die la this time.
freaking 2 ! yes you are right !
Don't try to tell me that my previous assignment have high marks or whatever shit
I FREAKIN HATE TO LISTEN THAT!
It doesn't mean that i m pro okay?
you know what is 撞彩?
imagine you're Ugly Betty with metal on your teeth and one lengzai run into you and he fall in love with you?
~~now i hope i am her, tomorrow is Valentines.. =.=~~
back to topic, okay, the thing is i freaked out, my routine? okay fine...
Wish me good luck then!
see ya!
hope my next post title is "UNBOXING MY LITTLE LUMIX LX5!!!!" YAY
god bless me

Do you guys know i actually SING??
yes i do..LOL
i even have a YouTube channel
subscribe if you ~~love~~ my voice? or maybe just like?? XD

记得 originally by Ah Mei 张惠妹

ciao!!
Good Night peeps...

INSOMNIAC in ACTION

2011-01-26T03:13:00.004Z

for my whole 20 years of life, i never thought of having problems in sleeping , perhaps only during finals where all my sleeping time were messed up and of course, assignment due date..cuz i am always the last minute person. and here, yours truly is having problems and she couldn't sleep at the middle of the night where everyone is sleeping soundly on their beds. pathetic isn't?? after a 3 weeks of Christmas hols, i have become an insomniac, could you imagining yourself in my position,when you are pretty exhausted that day and you are lying on your bed and when you close your eyes, you are begging or pleading for a good deep sleep, nothing happened and you're rolling on the bed for few minutes until you're frustrated and ended up you sit up and open your laptop and start to wander on the web? THAT's ME!! wtf rite?

wish i could sleep like her, a sleeping beauty- Yoona

Back to my high school times, i have no problem at all, i can sleep whenever, wherever i want, and i have my absolutely perfect timing for sleeping, a 7 hours sleep is always more than enough, by then i was so energetic and rejuvenated after a 6 or 7 hours sleep. Yeah FLASHED BACK is always the best, in the past. We are always perfect back then.

Not talking about my feelings and frustration, my body condition [health] my eyebags are always my concerns, I've "sick" for kinda like 1 month?? I've been coughing every night and the ohsostupidclingy flu, just can't get the fucking off me, and yeah plus the weather condition, it's almost near impossible for me to get rid of this stupid sickness. "SO? What's the point of talking about this?does this any of it bits relates with the insomnia?" you might thought of. My dear, there's a time where your organs will detox, which is around 11-2, you must in DEEP SLEEP in order to fully detox, and the organ refer to my liver, and so, i am always awake in that particular time, my liver is gonna ruined by me. hmm, ALREADY, i had already ruined it...WTF

Signs That the Liver Needs Detoxification

An overload of toxins can leave the liver overworked and exhausted, allowing toxic and waste material to remain in the blood and body, causing symptoms such as hormone imbalances, fatigue and weakening the immune system. Physical symptoms such as allergies, indigestion, bloating, skin damage, aging and spots, eye problems (spots, red or watery eyes), headaches, hot flushes, insomnia, PMS, muscular pain, head pain and neck tension can occur.

credit : http://www.suite101.com/content/foods-that-detox-the-liver-a145910#ixzz1C6ZttLG7

SEE!!! out of that 13 symptoms, i already have...i have most of it..gosh i am so gonna kill myself...>o< Ottoke??Ottoke?? i just couldn't sleep... okay, finish blabbering, gonna get some sleep FINALLY , oh Lord, please save me, please help me, i beg YOU.

Before ending up my post, picture is always my favorite, i had fun though during the hols, i wish i could back to December and have all those fun again!love you guys heaps, there goes my UK life!! oh ya..and it's in a pile..get ready to stick your eyes to the screen!!!mwahhhaha.XD

THE END...teehee..i'm waiting for full loads of fun this year again!!2011!!where my life starts again!!!

you're a BAD GUY

2011-01-23T21:44:00.002Z

introducing one of my recent favorite track by JOO -나 쁜남자 [nappeun namja]
errr....which means BAD GUY..LOL
her vocals are great
and her GUN are so COOL..xD
ENJOY..here you go....

translation lyrics.

I hate the hotness, I hate the side
of me that loves you like a fool
I hate sad songs, I keep hurting inside
while I call your name again
with a blocked mouth

Ah~ I`m so sorry
If you tell me not to cry,
I won't cry ever again
Oh Please don't let go of my hand
Ah~ I`m so sorry
As this tender heart moves farther away,
it's burning till it's black

This bad guy You're a bad guy
I live my life looking at you only
I'm a weak girl, a nice girl
If you leave what am I supposed to do,
If you leave what am I supposed to do

I hate this coldness
The way you look at me
I hate the way you look at me Oh

Ah~ I`m so sorry, Oh~
I'll do everything that you tell me to do
if we can just go back
to the way things were in the beginning
Ah~ I`m so sorry
My young self was stepped on so easily
I was ripped apart, and it hurts so much

This bad guy You're a bad guy
I live my life looking at you only
I'm a weak girl, a nice girl
If you leave what am I supposed to do,
If you leave what am I supposed to do

My confidence and my broken pride won't matter Yeah~
if you'll just come back to me, it'll all be okay Ah~
Today, again, I'm standing in front of your house
Just waiting for you

I'm just a fool that looks only at you
Seriously,
Live just one day as a girl,
Live just one day looking only at me
Bad guy, Stupid boy
If you leave what am I supposed to do,
If you leave what am I supposed to do.

credit L.o.L Lyrics of life

OWH SO TIRING ME WANNA SLEEP

2011-01-23T02:54:00.000Z

So.. i was bored with the old blog skin, and finally i spared some time out to deal with the HTML or CSS thingy and came out with a new blog skin.. so HOW IS IT??? i used frigging 4 hours to complete the whole thing plus editing and add those widget in, owhmygawd now, my back, my shoulders and my hand are sore, thanks to my baby bloggie...

adorable snow couples

talking about snow, i m still not enough with it okay???

please SNOW please SNOW UK!!!!

when that time it snowed, i was sicked..badly sicked...they all had snow fight and i wasn't there...so wasted right?? but i think spring is coming really soon...so NO HOPE la..=.=

finish complaining and mumbling

it's time for me to sleep i think???

good night peeps

i promise i'll update more often because my bloggie has a new face???XD

SEE YA and GOOD NIGHT..omg wtf my shoulder hurts alot...T.T

STRESS come from STERLING POUND ie. GBP

2011-01-16T22:16:00.000Z

once, a friend told me that "under PRESSURE, everything is POSSIBLE". Apparently, it's a FACT, but, WHAT IF i still don't feel any pressure?? or any stress?? what should i do then?? i was panicked that i wasn't panicked yet!! do you get how i feel?? i don't feel anxious, i mean i really do wanna feel anxious and kan cheong, but i just don't know why i am kinda "relaxed" and it's only 1 day 2 hours to my assignment due date,i think it is kinda freaky, i wasn't supposed to sit here and blog or to watch YouTube or pps!! i did nothing productive! i wasted whole week and i only managed to write like 2 pages in 2 days!! i planned to finish my assignment TODAY, which is SUNDAY and wanted to edit on MONDAY which is tomorrow, but now it's already 10pm in the night, i wasted my beautiful SUNDAY on SLEEPING!! which is kinda annoying, i just couldn't resist the power of my bed...i woke up at 5pm in the evening!! i think my bio clock had already reversed and i kinda spoil it during the holidays cause i had so much party and didn't sleep in the correct time and sometimes i even stay awake for the whole day...trying to recap all my sleeping time and wake up time, i was overwhelmed by the feeling of SIN and GUILT, GOD BLESS ME..i don't want to die young. back to the topic of ASSIGNMENT, it's really my last time to do last minute work, i really really really need my life back, i wasted too much of my life doing nonsense...sorry for all the blabbing, mumbling, and complaining, i should go have a shower and try to catch up with my assignment...really need to rush...

new year

2010-12-31T15:25:00.000Z

i just realized that i already have 200 post,i think i started to blog in the year of 2009??? Well i think i really expressed much in this blog huh?? keke anyways, guess what? 2010 is coming to an end! Time really flies. Flashed back and i realized many things happened and fade, peoples come and peoples go, happy and sad, etc.

2010, a year full of excitement and changes, the biggest change is where i m already here, in UK, leaving family and friends, learning to be independent, tried many stuff that probably i would never touched in M'sia, experiencing different culture, met new people from different countries.

yeah and i m still single.. it's because? i don't know... i would never hesitate to show my affection towards the person, however, i accept the fact that i'm just not their type...^^
i m a happy go lucky person... few more hours to a NEW YEAR... i can wait, definitely
no problem LOL...

conclusion, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!
enjoy the last few hours of 2010!!and we're one step nearer to 2011!!!!! WOAH...i mean 2012!!!!!LOL i don't want to die!!i still want to enjoy life!!!HAHA..

MOM's LOVE

2010-12-06T22:17:00.004Z

有种冲动想立刻用中文来叙述我现在的心情，史无前例，第一篇，以全中文书写...
不會讀中文的朋友們，請求見諒，我再也沒有那麼多腦細胞可以用來寫英文了...
英文需要構造，需要詞匯，華文呢，我喜歡就好...

我嚴重的病了，這已經是第4天了，咳嗽咳得我想死了，沒天沒夜得撕心裂肺的大咳，真怕吵到隔壁的Cathy...不好意思了...
今天我一整天都沒有離開過床，除了上廁所以外，還有現在【神志清醒的時候】一整天昏昏沉沉的，一整天沒吃過東西，難免虛弱..但是我一起身，就暈..完全沒有胃口吃..剛剛爲了吃藥才勉強喝了碗熱牛奶, 已經一個禮拜沒吃過肉，沒吃過飯了...這次真的不瘦都難...但是也是因為這樣，頭髮掉滿地...嚴重缺乏蛋白質的說...

心想我到底犯了什麽錯，上天要這樣懲罰我？也對，懲罰了我，我就會更加想念媽媽..我真的想念老媽了，在我生病的時候，半夜的時候過來跟我拍背，喂我吃藥，喂我喝水，自己都沒有時間睡覺的說...還有她會在做工前提早起身幫我煮粥...好讓我早上醒來打開鍋蓋就有熱騰騰的粥可以吃...還會每隔3-4小時打電話來問我情況怎樣？現在想念也沒有用了，她再近，也只能從螢幕上看到我，關心我，我真的很沒用，完全不懂得如何照顧自己，一直說她羅裡吧嗦..說自己會照顧自己，現在的我，真的覺得自己很忤逆...媽，對不起。

真的，一個人在國外，真的很多事情真的要靠自己，我這種在家備受膩寵的孩子，一遇到麻煩事就措手不及，就拿這次生病來說吧..第四天了..以前，第4天基本上就是痊愈期了..已經開始有精神，精神著兩個字完全不適用于我身上...在家的時候，在別人眼裡，我是一個獨立的孩子，因為家裡通常只有我一人，沒錯，普通日子，我的確比其他孩子獨立，勇敢，但是生病的時候，我就立刻變得不獨立...如今，我半夜起來倒水給自己喝，幫自己搽藥油，搽背真的有夠辛苦，以前真的只要一翻背，媽媽就會幫我搽...報應吧？老天要我感受一下媽媽的艱辛吧？我感受到了，我知錯了...

控制一下自己的情緒吧？尤其是對媽媽的語氣？
一切不是理所當然的
對不起，我不善於用語言溝通，文字通常比較能夠表達自己，
因為我EQ不強，我鄭重的對您說聲抱歉，
媽媽，我其實真的很愛你，只是我不善於表達自己
別懷疑自己作得不夠好，你做得太多了，讓我更愧于自己..
是真的，答應你，我真的會好好照顧自己了...

MA MISERABLE LIFE

2010-12-04T14:42:00.001Z

Okay this is the REAL post that i'm gonna talk about my life here in UK, assignment due date is only 8 days away and i haven't touch a single bit of it, so doom rite?? i know i'm always the one with last minute work but i just can't resist it as procrastinate is my lifestyle. i'm really so regretting for letting myself to fall and be such a lazy girl, i promise i'll never do last minute work on my next assignment, i felt so sinful and so sorry to my parents who are paying for my fees here and i being such a spoil kid without them with me.

Having issue with some friend is already daily routine here, i just don't know how to communicate with them, and i don't know who to tell, it's so hard to tell them face to face what's their problem, i have the so called best friend, but i don't know whether it's REAL or NOT. My cousin told me it's NORMAL when you're abroad, people tend to be selfish and they only think about themselves, whether you are dead or alive, they don't really care, when they need you they only think of you, luckily i still have those who care about me so much and worried about me..thank you guys..i'm lucky to have them beside me. Okay i shall stop crapping here..

talking about my most recent life

it's about party party and also party because it's the end of the year and all my friend's birthday is happening and there are some are pending too...

i'm so damn BROKE BROKE..T.T

anyways i enjoyed too

here comes the pitcha, let the picture do the talks <3

JESS BDAY-1/12/2010

very very nice cake made by masako

the pretty girl with the pretty cake

happy 21st Bday

in the Attic

in the Forum

frm the left-Sab,moi,Masako, Ling, Jess, Mich, Shan

Amiris, Shan, Jess, Fion

it's SNOWING outside

pre party- Wayne and all the Girls

that day was like NORMAL, coz the crowd was very little

people are insane there..

anyway we had fun taking pix

boys and girls

sabrina group join us as well

all gone crazy

all the babes

last but not least happy 21st birthday JESS

and yeah i'm officially sick now..terribly sick..

cough, sore throat, fever, i think it's the crazy weather made me sick

and i'm dealing with my assignments, that's REALLY GREAT,

THANK YOU HATFIELD FOR THE 1st CHRISTMAS PRESENT...=.=

i need it to be heal before i can really concentrate on my assignments

i am SO SCAREDDDDDDDDDD.. WHO CARES???? =.=

omg, i miss those time doing assignment with TC and MEL, they will help me with the STARTING Point, which is my weak point, i don't know how to START, and i think i kinda FORGOT HOW TO DO AN ASSIGNMENT??? funny rite?? and i'm so DOOM..

S.M Ballad

2010-12-04T13:46:00.002Z

this is what i call SHOCKED
it's like a tidal wave and it hits on you HARDLY without warning
they are the S.M. Ballad
they are formed because of their powerful voice and beautiful angelic voice...
DO NOT COMPARE them WITH 2AM...
in case you don't know who is 2AM..Press ME
though it's expected both group will be compared by the others..
because their song genre is the same- BALLAD

anyways let me introduce the 4 of them
there are Kyu Hyun from Super Junior,
   Jong Hyun from SHINee
   Jay from Trax
   Jino Rookies of SM..newly Debut

4 of them have the same common ground, which are their beautiful voice and powerful voice, and they are well known of their great vocals in each of their own Group...
Proof me Wrong ...IF YOU CAN after listening to this vid..XD

Oneway- Rainy Days Lyrics

2010-11-30T14:58:00.011Z

had been listening to this song nonstop for the past 2 hours..
it's really awesome and it's really soothing and

i really don't know how to describe it in WORDS
eventually it inspire me to form the lyrics by listening it through headphones

some seems to be awkward and i'm not a really good listener as you can see frm the lyrics.
anyway, ignore those sentence with * in front...which means i'm not really sure about the lyrics.XD
.ENJOY!!XXD

and i think this is THE COMPLETE VERSION w/o any mistakes?thanks to the them who help on it!!!XD <3

Oneway 원웨이

Rainy Days

I used to sleep by your side

Holding you through the night

And Sometimes we would argue and fight *thanks to May

But where have we fallen out

I've waiting here for a while

Somehow i'm still unsure that you’re gone

Girl I don’t know what I’m thinking

Promises I'm making my self

To wash you out of my head, baby

But I never thought i'll break it

Any chance I'll take it right now

To shower down this pain

Rainy days rainy days

Now that you’ve gone far away

My Raindrops pouring down my eyes

You know I’ll never be okay

goes fade away fade away

Don’t you know I’m missin you

Here it slowly falls again

Every day and night

As I open my eyes

(Rain rain rain rain

Falling down my head) X2

Rap:
I called you on the phone to say that I was sorry
tried to play cool but really I was feeling sorry
countless ringing of the tone kinda got me worried
now I’m sitting here looking like I’m in a hurry
from where you let me go, the time is moving slow
we used to hit it off and you and I we had it all
yea we had it all, but you just had enough
we used to stand under my umbrella ella ella
whatever they say I don’t give a damn, I don’t give a hella
funny how your time fly only makes it bigger
dialing but dilemma started running down my finger
and you said you’ll always be mine, caught me in the
mean while consider me a fool blame it all on me now
it’s raining more than ever, hour by the hour

I miss it real bad, all the things that we had

Rainy days rainy days

Now that you’ve gone far away

My Raindrops pouring down my eyes

You know I’ll never be okay

Those fade away fade away

Don’t you know I’m missin you

Here and slow it falls again

Every day and night

As I open my eyes

Never thought it to be this way

And I know I’d never be the same

Yeah I know

Life goes on

But still I’m tryna to figure it out

Being without you baby

You know it’s killing me to say

I'll never see your face again

Livin without you

Girl how I’m supposed to lose you baby ehhhh~~~Uhh ohhh..

Rainy days rainy days

Now that you’ve gone far away

My Raindrops pouring down my eyes

You know I’ll never be okay

Those fade away fade away

Don’t you know I’m missin you

Here and slow it falls again

Every day and night

As I open my eyes

Rainy days rainy days

Now that you’ve gone far away

My Raindrops pouring down my eyes

You know I’ll never be okay

Those fade away fade away

Don’t you know I’m missin you

Here and slow it falls again

Every day and night

As I open my eyes

(Rain rain rain rain

Pouring down my head)X2

nice rite??scroll up and REPLAY and stay it IN LOOP!!!! <3

untitled

2010-10-25T21:41:00.002+01:00

it's already been more than a month i landed in this country, the United Kingdom, everything feels so surreal until i stepped out of the airport, it was really chill and cold here, especially at night, after 14 hours on flight, we were finally here..i'm out of my mother land after 20 years!!! feeling excited?? YEAH!! everyone was thrilled in fact !! nevertheless, i still have home sick... am so sorry for the terrible hiatus because i need some time to settle down and practically i have no time to blog because there were too much stuff to be done.

HOW'S LIFE??
so far so good is all i can say? am staying in Hatfield, Room 10, Flat 16, Aldenham Hall, University of Hertfordshire.Room are pretty SMALL...BED ain't queen size bed which i used to lay on for the previous 20 years??? Bathroom is super duper SMALL, anyway, there's nothing much to complain, ONLY 9 MONTHS rite??!

LOL MY ROOM IS MUCH MORE CLEANER NOW!!XD

my messy desk..it's so tidy now =)

intercom between each room

life in UK is much more tedious than i had thought, in the mean time, i only have classes on MONDAY,THURSDAY, FRIDAY. Monday is kinda hectic because i have 2 lectures and 2 seminars in a row. Thursday is for the bloody ENGLISH CLASS - YEAH you're right, i need attention for my English Language,told ya, my English sucks! Anyways, for the sake of having better English, i'll attend... Friday i have 2 lectures, 2 seminars as well...Practically, literally, basically, i have nothing to do on Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday, i am just slacking, like to the maximum extend, just like a PIG =.= really shall pick up my studies soon, too much revision and too much pre-reading before classes i need to do, never ever STUDY like this before in M'sia, ironic isn't??

Routine
- Walking - never in my life walked so much before!!!! CAR is the greatest invention ever!!! i HOPE walking burn more calories than i thought...i think 5 km is just small case for me now ?XD will be limped the next day >.<

- Groceries Shopping is just TOO TIRED, mum are the GREATEST!!!

- Cooking causing me migraine, What to cook?? How to cook?? Google it?? Youtube it??? once again, MUMMY i miss you, you're the GREATEST!!!

- Laundry only once a week, or twice a week...

- Cleaning my room everyday because the room is too small, it's too small to be messy, and i really can't stand it to be messy

- gonna sign up for the Sports Facilities Soon, Gyming and sports will be one of my daily routine i think??? Peer Pressure ??XD really hope peer pressure works!!! i wanna BE SLIM!!!back to the normal scale =)

- Clubbing - not my routine but some of my friends are really addicted to CLUB?? as in dancing, drinking, bumped into different ppls in the club,i just been to club in UK once, ONLY ONCE!! had fun though..

that's all for my update because i m really really tired...gotta have a shower and off to bed, EXHAUSTED
next coming post - Cambridge, London, Cardiff Trip =)

Bye Bye Malaysia, Hello UK- A NEW LIFE

2010-09-13T11:47:00.009+01:00

Heay, 미인해 for the semi-long hiatus ...and that word means "SORRY". I've neglected my baby blog for EXACTLY 1 month! ever since my birthday post! i am busy of outing lately... yahh... okay okay.. *i am busted!!!* outing plus i'm VERY LAZY la...

Finally i m here to cure my blogging itch. Know what?? i'll be in UK after 5 days, i really couldn't believe that i am leaving Malaysia, my motherland in 5 days, to a completely unfamiliar foreign country, thanks god that i am quite fast in adapting to a new environment. I'll definitely miss my family and friends, that's the only reason that restrain me from leaving and they are the only one who will dote me no matter what i did, but somehow i still need to leave to further my studies and to complete my dream.

OH YA.. not to forget about the FOOD and CUISINE of Malaysia.. i'll miss it for sure my

NASI LEMAK

ROTI CANAI

CURRY CHICKEN

BANANA LEAF RICE

INDO MEE REBUS

TEH TARIK with loads of bubble on top

LIMAU AIS

and of course my MOM's home cook dishes !!!

this is the HASH BROWN made by me and my mum ♥

It's not hard to see that i love eating spicy food rite?? i can't live without spicy food!!! i am bringing chili sauce to UK, would want to bring tom yam paste, belacan, curry powder, dry chili, chili padi as well, but too bad some food are restricted by the custom in UK and eating such spicy food will causing me gastric problem so my mum wouldn't allow too..T.T

And now i realized that packing isn't just packing like how you did when you travel to a country, it's like bringing "everything" there but with a limited luggage and weight, means you cannot bring "everything" but only things you needed, it's much more brain wrecking and therefore you need to be organised so that you will not left out things, which means i cannot bring my favorite stuff like artist's posters, CD, photo album and etc. And you cannot bring skimpy clothes due to the sulky weather, all you can wear is layers and layers of thick and hefty clothes to make you warm and also seems FAT!! I know it sounds exaggerative but i think it's 80% true. Hehe, anyway i just want to emphasized on how hard is packing a luggage!

Will done packing within these few days and already bought all the stuff i need, and for those who are going overseas to further their studies within this month, enjoy packing! GOOD LUCK and Bon Voyage!!

I hope everyone who remains here, will be healthy and happy always, being so at the time, i will have the courage to stay up and study hard in UK, do not worry about me, because i am going with a bunch of my college mates, i will take care of myself and please do take care of yourselves too, 8 hours of time differences will not affect our relationships.

Dear daddy and mummy, I LOVE YOU, and SORRY, and THANK YOU. Take Care, will miss you!!!

F(x)- Sorry (Dear Daddy)

2nd favourite song alongside Nu ABO
and the lyrics are really meaningful
and i really mean it..
SORRY AND THANK YOU

Happy Birthday

2010-08-12T16:51:00.192+01:00

12th of August
it was my 20th birthday
feel shame in me, because i m nothing but a parasite, useless only child T.T
SORRY...
yeah..you're right, i m too lazy to get a job...
i'll pay back one day..i promise

btw, this year on my exact birth date,
i am home alone watching "We Got Married" then got tired and went to sleep
at last dad brought us to MCD and bought Grilled Chicken Burger, so called GCB =.=
owh before that we went to AEON and shopped a while and they bought me a jeans...
wanted to buy sandals too..but then they said i shouldn't be wearing sandals in UK
but, not like i m going to UK for FOREVER..i m just going for like 1 year max??9 months min??OKAY FINE...since i'll never find a shoe that could "compromise" with my foot..

went home and celebrated my birthday simple-ly
anyway, i still have two piece of cake on my birthday,
chocolate indulgence, and macadamia cake from Secret Recipe

in frank, i am quite disappointed
though i m receiving tonnes of FB wall post ,
but my friends were too busy to celebrate together OrZ
DUHH...anyway thanks for them who wished me..
the invention of FB makes ppl even more lazy
ppl are lazy even to send me a TEXT or a CALL , thanks for those who called me and texted me =)
now i realized tht even a TEXT can makes a person happy

anyway, my friend didn't ditch me and forget about it,
they just postponed it to the next day
at our old place, order dishes and rice, they ordered FISH the very first time FOR ME!!!
FML, i can't eat seafood because of the friggin skin problems...
that night, it was raining madly, one of my friend said he gotta take something and ran out..when he came it, he came in with a CAKE..OMO...tht's the PLAN they said for few times LOL dumb me
and he was ALL WET...
THANK YOU GUYS...these guys are those who accompany me through thick and thin
my BEST BEST FRIEND
a dinner a cake explain everything
we took some pictures together indeed, anyway, the one who are having the pictures never upload to FB..so yeah..i have no chance to look at it too..
thanks Nicole, Yeeki, Lawrence, Perhan, Gervin, Chloe, Boon Chuan, Ge Shen, did i miss out anyone??hope i didn't and two of them who were absent, Boey and Pauline

and on Saturday, celebrated my birthday aka farewell with my relatives
mother's side cousin
WanChin, WanChee, ChinHau
we used to be so close when we were young, after we grew up, we were like the closest stranger
anyway they treated me a dinner at Windmill in Aeon
i remembered i m closest with Chinhau, my cousin brother, but then he seems awkward now, i m closer to both of his elder sis now
Thanks for the dinner Cousie

the brother and sister

their elder sis

eh some said my cousin brother looks like mat saleh..

quite lengzai worr..xD one year younger than me, anyone interested??

and here goes the 3rd celebration with my college friends..XD

it's on the next day, it's damn hard for me to diet isn't???GAHHHHH

what to do??my friend love to stuff me with FOOD..GOOD FRIENDS

venue is FULL HOUSE in Sunway

TOOK LOADS OF PHOTO THT DAY..

anyway i think that i have a bad face day tht day, face problem

and not really in the mood

sorry guys but i really appreciate the celebration

my meal on tht day..i LOVE THE forest mushroom SOUP!!so condense!!

the pretty girls with moi

the KLANG peoples

3 of us..

girls are never enough with taking pictures

strawberry juice CLOCK

mirror ice cream

the Guys

my primary friend, her secondary friend

the cakes

FULL HOUSE

TRACY with the girls

the pretty sy

us with LUCAS and Shan Wu Shuang - i think you guys should watch this drama

mayling and moi

thank you GUYS!!!

tht's all for my birthday post i think??

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING MY FRIEND

i m really lucky to have all of you as my friend

OWH not to forget to post the bday presents

all the presents

card is not included in the photo..XD

sweet present frm prince bell a hairband =)

thanks kelvin goh..red shawl ♥ officially obsessed with red color things

the birthday card and the SJ file

fishy donghae t-shirt is ♥

button pin or whatever idk what is the name of the thing XD

ARGHHHH blue light stick for DONGHAE can use it on SS3 ♥♥♥♥

crazy with this thing

officially 20 now

should be really serious towards my life, not that i am not serious in the past,but was too childish and irresponsible before..

must work for a better future

Good Luck Fion Chow

Make Up + Selca ???

2010-07-28T11:59:00.003+01:00

SELCA, is a term created by Korean netizens that refers to "SELf + CAptured"

for another extend, i think it's a term for narcissist like me... call myself the selca QUEEN i think i m WELL DESERVED though, well, some might think that i am being brazen..LOL chill chill..i just think that i HAVE the "SKILLS" but w/o the Pretty FACE...ㅠ.ㅠ gonna show you guys my selca pics...

i just realized tht my face is "swollen"

what about the color??i edited..LOVE it

selca this when there's no electricity..TOO BORED

i looked pale FML

i really do have a BIG FACE..

Serene feel?? because of the color i edited i think

Curly hair

my college prom day

while waiting for Fifa world cup final match to start

after "watching" all these selca pic of mine..

i think as you can see, most of it, i have make up on my face,

with a bare face, i rarely have the courage to selca, even i have the courage,

i'll never ever post it up,

anyway there are exceptions,

which are those selca pic with my BFFs..wanna have a look?? shalt show you SOME of it..

i still look FUGLY w/o make up

=.= no comment still..i LOOK LIKE A KID FML..=.=

only with foundations on..anyway, i nice trip with ma BFFs

with foundation on..i ❤ them

my besties

EWWW... HIDEOUS AND UGLY face

fyi, a fully make up face to me is lens+ foundation+ blusher+ eyeliner+ eye shadow+ fake lashies+ lip gloss XD now i barely go out w/o lenses..LENSES is my LIFE... being born with a ~~ugly~~ ordinary face is not a shame, just do what you can do, if make up can make you prettier, WHY NOT??? just like Ugly Betty, she can have a life, why can't we???? getting a second glance from peoples or even strangers, don't you feel proud???? LOL girls and woman should rock the world!! yay!!girls power!!!

here, fion presents her KPOP GLAMOROUS QUEEN....BoA-Girls On TOP

Anyband- Boa+Xiah+Tablo+Jin Bora-Talk Play Love ❤ it so much

in JAPAN she's to be said to be the 2nd Ayumi Hamasaki
in KOREA, she's BoA,[beat of Angel] their nation female singer, she's the TALENTED BoA which debuted in the age of 13!!!! she's the one who lead me to the KPOP industry, first of all i thought it was DBSK whom bring me in but actually it's not, i watched the making of this MV in MTV channel, 5 years back!!! and her name craved in my heart, and actually i love all her songs, include Ballads!!! and she's BACK with a new album!!!! after 2 years!!! WELCOME BACK BoA!!!stay tune for more news about her!!!!

LAUGHING makes me feel better

2010-07-25T18:30:00.002+01:00

Something EVIL came through my mind in a sudden!! a stupid one in fact....
If i ever did this, you guys will never click in this blog anymore... I M PRETTY SURE..LOL
It's an indecent one because i feel like writing my post in HANGUL.
Like this, let me show you "감사합니다!!!사랑해요!!!우리슈퍼주니어" [ignore those words, random ones]
Heck and wtf rite?? If i type the post in hangul, the visitor of my blog will dropped tremendously FOR SURE [as if i have a million hits on my blog =.=]
Okay, anyway, forget about it, i was just being retard...

talking about hangul, i m learning by myself now
as you know that i m fond of korean stuff recently...and very into their culture and even FOOD
i am a typical korean freak now..xD damn!!!craving for kimchisoup and bbq AGAIN!!
don't ever mention food in the night after few hours you had your dinner, you will have insomnia due to your hungriness[is tht even a word??i think so XD] tried that once and drumrolls in my tummy, back and forth on the bed for WHOLE NIGHT!!! ^^

i started this post around 10..and now it's already 1:24AM..what the hell am i doing??? i have no idea =.=
LOL, i have a lot of stuff to tell, but i found tht it's hard to form in words, FML
shall postpone it to the nxt post...SORRY
a video before i off to sleep..NOT SONG..but a Korean variety show, i never laughed so hard for so long already...
it will make you feel better i think =) LOL it's really damn funny!!!LMAO!!!

cannot laugh canteen - barbie doll -DAMN i LAUGHED SO HARD!!!

cannot laugh canteen- long spoon and chopstick -THIS IS FUNNY TOO!!!

p/s: owh and sorry, for those who can't read chinese, the one i found is only with chinese sub...

LUCIFER

2010-07-20T14:42:00.000+01:00

this song just released YESTERDAY,tell me if you like it ♥

the choreography is hot but i don't find it as addictive as RingDingDong though

give me some time...i need some time to digest this song i guess

and one thing to mention about their COMEBACK is their hairstyle!!!!

did you notice KEY shaved part of his hair???? looks cool

ONEW, half parted hair, i HATE IT TO THE MAX!!! who the hell is the designer?? you destroy my ONEW oppa!!!T.T

MINHO, the extremely short hair makes him looks NERD..add a pair of glasses please..XD

TAEMIN's long hair, surprisingly, i like it,idk why???i think it suits him well!!!

no comment for Jonghyun SORRY, i don't like him..

definition of LUCIFER- The archangel cast from heaven for leading the revolt of the angels; Satan ;chief spirit of evil and adversary of God; master of Hell
i think they named it correctly..XD

LUCIFER BY SHINEE

shall try to blog in other days about my life...ciao

your's truly FION CHOW ♥

WORLD CUP

2010-07-11T19:00:00.000+01:00

already standby in front of the TV to watch the FINAL MATCH OF FIFA...XD
as a big fan of football , you will not want to miss the last match, i m not gonna miss it for sure..xD even if you're not a big fan of football, it's only 4 year once...go watch it!!!
PAUL the octopus predict Spain will be the winner of world cup..so what do you think???
HOLLAND or SPAIN??
i would go for SPAIN!!WHY??? because i Trust the octopus..don't failed me PAUL!!XD
how could a octopus able to predict???tht's weird..LOL
argh..who cares rite???
let's shout for our team!!!!!!!ENJOY THE GAME!!!!!!

COMMENT COMMENT!!!!

2010-07-08T08:47:00.005+01:00

finally i m done with the stupid comment box thing and it FINALLY APPEARED IT MY BLOG!!!!

BOYS AND GURLS FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME COMMENTS PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

LET ME KNOW YOU ACTUALLY VISITED MY BLOG, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL AND GIVE ME SOME ADVISE..THANKIE SO MUCH

but now i found out the color of CHOOSING IS LIKE SO LITTLE.. ~~FML~~

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행복 is all i can say

2010-07-07T15:32:00.003+01:00

너 같은 사람 또 없어 (NO OTHER) - SUPER JUNIOR

trust me, it's the cutest music video of them i've ever seen...

once i press on the link..fangirl mode switched on instantly!!!

i named the title "행복 is all i can say" as

the hangul word 행복 means happiness, hangfuk in cantonese, xingfu in mandarin

happiness can be so simple yet meaningful

and all my boys are so captivating and fascinating, even my mum agreed with my perspective!!yay!!

and FYI,

in youtube it's TOP RATED, TOP FAVOURITE AND MOST DISCUSSED

but it was upload by SMENT only 5 hours ago

already has 7000+likes on this vid..judge it YOURSELF

i can't stop smiling to this video...replayed it for like more than 20 times..

yes i m incoherent right now...just ignore me if you feel to..XD

it has to be you,kangin

2010-07-04T17:06:00.011+01:00

fyi, now i m catching up with the drama named the Cinderella's sister..[yeah i know, i am so late,what to do? i have so many dramas and movies in my waiting list!!]

i found it quite funny, as what we know, Cinderella's stepsister is the bad one..but in this case, the stepsister appeared in her life and Cinderella is jealous of her!?? wae?? interesting rite??to be frank, this drama caught my eyes because one of the reason is because yesung from Super Junior is singing for the drama OST...and it's effing awesome, i m not lying!!!try to listen and you'll love this song..i stake my life for it!!

the plot??urm..not bad!!still watching it though..will keep you up to date with the story line if you guys need it XD

here comes the song for the drama

yesung-it has to be you

the 2nd OST frm F(x)Luna and Krystal-calling out
f(x),the girl group tht i fancied alot nowadays
it's awesome too

okay i guess tht's all for today

i'll try to update more about myself

good night peeps..off to watch episode 7!!!!❤

To Kangin who will be enrolled to the army,

i never ever imagined that you'll be leaving us tomorrow,

when i see you, it's 2 years later..stay healthy stay happy

i'll be loving suju forever no matter who i am where am i in the future..

take care kangin oppa, 보고싶어!!!절 믿으세요..