Everything has come to an end...
A quick summary below
Thanks for all the support and condolences from friends and relatives, we really appreciate everything. Thanks for coming as well..
It was pretty tired indeed, all of us seems to feel lethargic, when there's time to rest, we wouldn't mind to sleep anywhere, everywhere, even at the funeral parlour. Us as the youngest in the family felt mentally and physically tired, what about the elders?
No Joke. Tired.
It was heartbroken when I stood in the wad, aunt can't stop sobbing, it was all on my nerves, can't do anything but to listen the beeping machine sounds in the wad and nurses rushing in and out... When the sounds stop in the wad, the doctor came out and greet us and all I have a bad feeling, he said:"we are sorry, she's dead." Tears can't stop gushing from eyes, we walked in and she's lying there motionless. Aunt can't stop crying, the last time I saw her cry was when in my uncle's, her brother's funeral. We were all left dumbfounded, not knowing what to do until my uncle came.
I can't stop blaming myself for not visiting her more when she's alive, now she's forever gone. Visited her 3-4 days ago, for only half an hour I guess, I held her hand and told her to rest well, will come to visit her soon, but that's the last time for all.
Bachelor Degree in Sleepology ;)
when i was young
Distributing angpau after dinner
My cute Mama
My pretty Mama
Mama enjoying the breeze in Perhentian
Holding back my tears so hard in the class, YES, I STILL WENT TO CLASS after the whole thing. To stop me from flashing back, being over concentrated in the class, but after class ended, I can't remember a single thing, everything was too messy... Explaining the whole incident to a friend, tears rolling again...
We missed her a lot, her scolding, her cute moments, her stubborn attitude, her lecturing, and everything, we used to stay in our old house in Seremban during school year end holidays, there were when all of us bond, me my cousins and her, it was full of fun everyday, we watched TV together, we eat together, we mahjong together, then me and my cousins being mischievous don't like to sleep early and she'll come out from her room and scold us, we will then switched off the lights and continue with our late night chit chatting, we love her cooking, me, Jia, Mark will finish up her chicken essence soup, hence today our size..the Fat 3 ;) Really bring back all the memories...
Jia even came back from Taiwan to attend her funeral. We are all back in one. Hugging each other hard once we meet. Really did not expect we will united in this way..sigh, that's life...
Sending our Mama off together the very last time, scattered the ashes to the sea of PD, the place where we scattered Yeye's...They are finally united after so long..RIP...PD is really beautiful, how long has it been since we came here, after almost 7-8 years... used to be our favourite place during school holidays, ever since we grew up, everyone getting busy and stuff, no chance to come here, until that day...
May You Rest In Peace...
She's sleeping peacefully. No pain, no fear, and not alone, all of us were there together with her, the last journey, though it's painful, but we are all glad she has gone to a better place, together with grandpa and uncle kwai. RIP grandma, you're the greatest grannie on earth. We all love you, really love you. Miss You.
Nonetheless, Life still goes on...
I've promise you, I will strive hard for that. Don't wanna break my promises.