being extremely emotional recently, not pms, I wonder what is bothering me,
well I think friends are annoyed when they are with me,
I really don't understand... is it because of me?
I am acting happy, and laughing with them,
but what am I? what do I feel inside me?
tried so hard to control my feelings
its been a long time since I cried my lungs out,
and today, in the meantime, I am crying in front of my lappie...
I just felt so weak and so breathless...
文字不能形容的那種孤獨, 寂寞, 無助,