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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

feeling so depressed

being extremely emotional recently, not pms, I wonder what is bothering me,
well I think friends are annoyed when they are with me,
I really don't understand... is it because of me?
I am acting happy, and laughing with them, 
but what am I? what do I feel inside me?
tried so hard to control my feelings 
its been a long time since I cried my lungs out, 
and today, in the meantime, I am crying in front of my lappie... 
I just felt so weak and so breathless...


文字不能形容的那種孤獨, 寂寞, 無助,
全都包圍著現在的我, 
我不懂自己到底是怎麼了...
好久沒有這種壓力, 
壓力來自哪裡我不清楚, 
我只知道自己好無助, 好想哭,
突然的崩潰, 
讓我不知所措...
這種感覺, 真的好恐怖...
是我的問題嗎?


希望一切都會好起來吧...



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