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Monday, February 15, 2010

WORRIES in CNY

do you feel CNY?? in frank, i can't feel it, somehow, can feel it when gambling and eating with fam and relatives i guess???haha..HAPPY CNY everyone!!!! the feelings towards CNY nowadays had curtailed as everyone's getting older, it's already kinda numb, repeating the same thing again and again, anyway it's just an occasion to spend time with the family and for the red packets $.$ this might be the last CNY in a short term period, i never missed a single year, yet if i m going UK this year, probably not coming back for CNY, FYI, everything is expensive in UK.

for now, i m already fretting for the MAY finals exams, i really want to go to UK, yet i don't wanna leave this piece of land, i m not that patriotic but i love my family and friends, i m scared to be alone, but i m used to be ALONE since young. Friends are the only one you can rely if you're really going overseas, anyway, it's quite lucky coz my cousin brother, he's working in UK with a really high salary...XXD anything i can just ride on the tube and go to London and find him.

i'm thinking about this UK thing before CNY, do i really worth all this ??why did i choose LAW?? could my parents afford this big burden, they are really not young anymore, do you know what?my heart hurts when i m thinking about all these stuff, i m not a persistent person, i m lazy, i m not good at this, not good at that, what if i waste all their HARD-EARNED MONEY, everything is like 5 times, the fees, the apparels,the food,the currency is way too high, and what?my dad is not a BOSS, he's just a person who works for the boss, it's good to be called an AREA MANAGER, but how could he afford to pay???he's old now,already half of a century. i m really afraid, what if i failed?what if i did something really bad?what if something happen here when im in UK??damn...why the hell i m choosing law??urgh...YES, i m worrying too much, it's too much things to care for and care about.

just follow the flow bah, anyway, i will try hard after CNY, really hard, please remind me that i need to go to CARDIFF, and remind me that i don't have much time...i need to PASS...

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Gambateh!
you can do it.

Jienzzeric said...

what can i say...
as a fren of yours...
should juz say 恭喜发财~~
all the best to you ba...

Aaron 吴瑞铭 said...

you think too much la fion...sure can pass 1

Xing Tells You said...

my sis and I wished to be a true Koreans~ haha....
I'm using Canon Powershot G9~ it's an very old model though~~~ hehe
why ar?

Small-Ugly said...

I had a satisfied cny!~…………~

fufu said...

yeah you will need to be independent from you family and friends =p go meet new friends in UK if you have the chance... i strongly recommend =p yeah i am enjoying the cny myself here in germany hohoho