had a long talk with rj[so called 14 years best friend]while playing badminton this morning
talked about friendship stuff and college stuff
tell her about how i think after i came in to college
everything seems to change after that "THING" happened
we used to be so close
but still people changed and friendship broken
i always talk about friendship recently,because i CARE..
i CARE how my friends are...and how they think about me
i bet you guys know why...
because besides parents...the closest persons are FRIENDS...
friends are important to me...
why am i angry abt THAT THING
not because i'm the one who involved
it's because it involved my BEST FRIEND....
i don't want my friends to get angry with each other
i don't want my friends to hate me
i don't want my friends treat me like strangers
as what qyin said:"i don't know you actually can be so fragile in friendship matters...you will fall all in a sudden..."
i felt totally insecure in my friendship
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i m afraid to be alone
i m afraid...REALLY afraid....
my tears prove that how i care abt FRIENDS....[you are right..i m crying now]
i don't know what to say now....it's hard to talk in words.....