went to MV again , ALONE
i ate my lunch there , ALONE,pityingly
1st time eat alone....wanna ask my dad out bt he's not there....haha~~damn CHAM rite???
unwanted FION...haha~~~so laughable huh???haha~~
anway,i don't care it anymore~~
i tend to cool down and think thoroughly
i felt to WATCH MOVIE ALONE too...haha
tried to double the pityfull....self torture.....T.T
bt at last can't make it also
coz coz coz
TOO MANY PPL already!!!!!hahaha~~
maybe the god don't want me to TORTURE MYSELF
i APPRECIATE it~~HAHAHAHA
sounds sarcasm huh????
i tried my best not to sounds like that????HAHA!!!!!
I REALLY TRIED VERY HARD
to forget everything that happened to me...all the sad 1
but the more you TRY to forget
the more it HAUNTED you
and i don't know what can i do anymore
i promised someone and myself
not to be EMO anymore
i m trying very hard okay????
FION STILL STAND STRONG
don't worry about me